nk post lagi~

sangat seronok nk post..
tapi men post je pape..

weh korg...ni aku punye blog taw..
korg tayah la komen byk2...
sebab ni aku punye blog
aku punye suke la..
oops sory kasar..
tapi aku suke tulis pasal aku
pasal idop aku
kwn-kwn aku..
org2 yang aku syg...
dan susah kot korg nk jmpe bende ilmiyah dlm ni..
sbb mmg dlm ni merepek...
tak perlu tanye byk2la...
aku takkan jwb..
my secret
everywhere..hehehe
kt sipot ada,puden,awang, ara, hanis, ady, angah, mira,pkah, wani,noddy...
sumer la...hahah
tak perlu kot nk tnye mereke...
sbb mereke2 ni la aku syg..
aku pecaye..hehe
so dun byk komen la nk bce blog aku ni
nk bce, bce...
xnk blah!!!
hahhaha

::evil giler ayat..tapi yela byk da org complain blog aku ni...byk ckp wat sendiri r..
tayah tgk blog aku ni...aku tak suh pon..hehe

aku~~

wut i feel...
hm nk balik umah
rndu piah..
sgt!!!!
she call me just no..
n yeah i'm crying..

me??
crying so lotz...
even just a small matter i cn cry..

me??
rndu dekat hanis azam
she has helped me a lotz
give me advice
talk to me nicely..
my best ever boyfriend
i ever had..yeah
lotz of thanx to her...
love you so much dear

me???
duduk kat bilik amy ni...
men internet
gaye mcm xde xm
actually release tensen...
ahahhaha

me??
nk chow..
cont stadi...
stay up till 3am...ngehe
pray for me..
be strong yeah??

hari-hari yang ku lalui~

Isnin
aku sena dah lepak umah saffa dari hr ahad...
dan aku sengaja lepak kat sane..
bukan xnk balik umah tapi sengaja
pdahal dekat je pon umah aku dengan umah die..
tapi alhamdulillah...tekanan??
ouh sgt bgus dan berkurang...ngeh =)
siap dpt gelang free from her mom..

tnx mcik joli...
::view her website. i link it as jewellary...
ku pulang mlm tu afta beraya ke umah awan...
balik dengan si siput yg ku sayang...
smpy dlm pukul 830..
yeah aku mogok xmsg die sehr..
tapi aku xberjaye...99% je kot..
huhuh...

selasa
bgn tdo pukul 10..
ku tesgtla penat..
std...std...std
biochem yg besh!!huhu..
ptg uh tibe plak dapat tau..
mlm ada kelas biochem..
dr zai nk bg hint~
ok hint~~
so pegila kelas dat nite wif mira
xpanas punggung lagi kelas da bes...10 minit je kot
tros pulang...
std wif ana,dayah n ainul..
stadi.stadi,,,stadi..
tdo kol 2..
yeah ngntok..

rabu
bajet nk bgn kol 6
da seda p sgt la liat
yela xbiase bgn awl2
everyday matahri nk babai da
baru la aku wujud
hahah...
yeah bgn dgn semangat nk jwb exam
tapi pegi sendirian..
ke makmal biochem...
penuh dah dgn mereka2 yg smgt..
cuak plak tengok derg..
msk xm..dgn confident..
confident kah??
yehuu ask ur self la huny..
then ku pulang with ati..makan
tapi tak lalu...ku telan mcm pasir...kuis kuis smpy abes..
tapi xnk membazer..licin jugak ngee..
tros grk g mines..meneman ana dan riz..
i bought new simple n elegant sandle and purse milk teddy..white color
so shweet...heheh
sambil posing dgn ana
pakai spec yg hape-hape tah
tapi sgt la enjoy bejln dgn mereka..
ku tak perlu risau akan brand or paper cz derg men redah je msk kedai pape
ku tak rse janggal..
yeah sometime my fren da certain yg cmtu..
branded person..hiyu~
lalala~
blk kepenatan..tapi layan novel
andai itu takdirnya
sgt sedeyh hingga ku ter'turu'..phm kah??ngehe..
ku bgn dengan sgtlah blur..
even ku suruh penjahat kejut..
tdo blk kot..hahaha
lapa...tapi prot ku da terisi..
tnx ana msk nasi...heheh
dan ku tahu..
perjuangan ku tak selesai lagi
lagi 4 paper
br lepas 2
jumaat ni 2 paper
food microbiology & statistic
yuhuuu sgt la risau...
carry mark sgt la sikit..


now, headache..cm nk pecah kot..
yeah need std...std...

::mish lotz ****
::headeache,rndu, risaw xstd lg....hehu

berfoya-foya...ngee

jumaat...
stadikah???ouh bejalan dgn seorg pegi bhep..
amek slip cek claim dr bhep..
lunch wif pkah
lpakx blik die...kjap befoya-foya dan....
raining...for a while...
then memaksa ady meneman aku pgi bendahari kt FBMK..
paksa???yurp...hahhaa
pkse g lib borrow books...biochem..anachem
g ss print note...
nge lpak dgn ady kt fac...
mkn betik,tembikai and ubi grg...
nge sgt sedap..
borak2....soal siasat..
mcm post mortem...hahah
mlm..mkn mcik pon2 nye nasi lmak..
mlpak...dgn ana..
layan die main feeding frenzy
ouh mcm gilaks...
mnjerit mengilai..hahha
mlpak dgn fa n amy..
makan...
mata kucing n jagung bakar n rangka ayam..
sgt sedap dan kyg..

sabtu...
ding ding ding dong...
awready 12..
bday oyen aka mira..
g celebrate..sing beday song..aku je kot nynyi dgn sgt memkak
mkn cheese cake...
sdp but owready full
one slice enough even they offer more...ngeh.
gv one slice for my rumate..
die sgt hepi
k.na's fav!!!
ku sambung baca novel...mahligai...
bes??? boleh la...
tomorrow morning...klas
kol 10 p aku kua blik kol 10...nge smpy 1030
fav klas.."food biochemistry"
wif fav doc dr muhd zaidul islam sarker
ku layan klas nye smbil. bce paper dgn sgt s.e.l.a.m.b.e.r
tman mira g withdraw...
lunch wif fa, amy n mira...
blk smbg novel n tdo...
mlm cont melepak...hahha
tngu him msg2...
agak lme..
kol 2..br msg
sgt la lmbt...
aku sgt hangin..
aku cry...ngehe owez sgt la pampered aku ni...
still study...hehu...
sleep dgn hepi jgak..die kol aku....pujok...hehe
then aku xmara da...
majok sgt la kjap
ish2..

ahad...
berjalan,,pegi umah pka..farid driverawang copilot...
wani money exchanger aku navigator..
hahah sgt la bgus smpy sesat...
jln cm ular..aku nk muntah..
sgt pening...
smy take breath...mkan...melantak??tidakkk!!!
ku xlalu makan..
melepak di sne...till 3
grak blk...odw bck
kami eksiden???
huhuh
telanggar meja di tgh line 3...
tgh2 highway
meja???berkecai...
imagine...hahah

isnin....
will be continue...may be

umah safa ni..
mlpak disini..
bukan merajuk dgn umah
tapi saje...hahahha

dedicated to my dearest...

the best thing about tonight's

that we're not fighting

could it be that we have been this way before?

i know you don't think

that i am trying

i know you're wearing thin down to the core

but hold your breath

because tonight will be the night

that i will fall for you

over again don't make me change my mind

i won't live to see another day

i swear it's true

because a girl like you is impossible to find

you're impossible to find

this is not what i intended

i always swore to you i'd never fall apart

you always thought that i was stronger

i may have failed, but i have loved you from the start oh,

so breathe in, so deep breathe me in

i'm yours to keep but hold on to your words

'cause talk is cheap

and remember me tonight when you're asleep

full stop~!!

yeah rite...let him go..

can i say dat i dun wanna see him again..

rase beslh plak dgn dat gurl..

aku taleh r...cne eh..

hr tu jmpe..

its raining..

n xckp pe pon..

then tros blk even die offer naik motor sekali..

OH NOO!!! aku takkan naik la...

hee besh guk mandi ujan hr tu..

p xde r lencun..

p on dat time..

aku xde feeling nk jmpe die...

LET HIM GO!!!!!

nxt week paper byk..

aku xjd blk biler pk aku kne pulun stdi cm nk rak gak..

hee aku sungguh rajen..

doakan aku eh....

success with flying colors..

ngehe....

papai nk p date dgn pkah n wani..hehe

really mish them..

should i say dat...

should i say...

hm dat i mish every single person in my mind...

mish my friend all over da world..

my matrix friend..

my besh friend..

my dear...

however..

i know...

evrything different now..

but life must go on...

keep them in my mind..

whisper to the wind..

that i really love them..

n i really mish the memory i spent with them..

dun know

actually dun know what to write...

just wanna tell u that a really enjoy da 'baraan' last wekend..he

sgt3 la enjoy beraya dr siang til 10pm...

dis weekend nk g lepak IMU

maybe not really sure..

im very mish my sipot..

hr tu x dpt nk bork lelme dgn de...sgt la rndu nk berbork dgn sipot ku syg..

ahad hr tu

jam 5

waktu dinihari..

a call from unknown person...

ring...ring...

aku yang tgh mamai ni angkat la tepon..

helo...

u know who??

ira sahri calling me!!!!

tharu....die kjut aku sbuh...

sgt la teharu...n hepi dgr sore de

give some precious advice...

to owez remmember HIM..

pray for HIM

do 2 rakaat to get HIS guidence...

very appreciate ira...

my mind become clear..

n dis week i really enjoy my life...

without thinking any problem dat make me pressure..

hehhe...

thanx lot ira..

n not to forget,,

thnx to Allah For His guidence...

my assignment already finished and need to submit by friday..

then next week will start the final exam..

heheh pray for my success...

UPM food fair 08

UPM FOOD FAIR 2008
Message: publisity time:
12/10: 9am-8am
13/10:3pm-9pm
14/10: 9am-8pm
THIS IS THE TIME OF FOOD FAIR 2008
GOT MANY FREE AND NEW FOOD CAN TRY AND purchase>>>
please tell your friends Spread this GOOD news AT FOOD COMPLEX(opposite of stadium) THX
bus provide in the academic area

got sushi king,chocolate graphic,recharge drink,donut empire and etc perticiple

wasting time

Is your friendster profile private?:: nopWhat do you carry with you at all times?
:: handphone kot..heh
Last person you talked to on the phone? About what?
::penjahat- "nnti org dtg bust stop,bg muffin...
"Who was the last person talked to in person?
:: paan..haha..asimen microb..
Do you have anything to complain about?
:: no comment
Is someone mad at you right now?
:: mad??hm tah
Where are you most ticklish?
:: foot and anypart of my leg..haha
When was the last time you were sick?
:: last wednesday..
Who were your last 6 texts from?
:: ade ke??
Who has the ability to hurt you most?
:: dearest...
What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
:: tito lg..skt pale..
Do you like your life as of now?
:: ok je kot...xde r enjoy but try to enjoy..
Last thing you purchased?
:: muffin time wat experimen..heh
Who did you last hug?
:: mom...last sunday.mish him lots
Are you a jealous person?:: quite...hahah
Are you tired right now?
:: absolutely yes...but still have to done my work
Last friendster message from?
:: kecik...say tnx cz wishes her hepi bdayIs there anyone who doesn't like you?
:: of course but donno who...dun care...heh
Do you cry a lot?
:: yurp..hehehDo you have any siblings?
:: of course..all gurlz
What should you be doing right now?
:: microb lab..nk submit..hehe
Are you waiting for something tomorrow?
:: yurp...g konvoi raye yipee
What makes you smile on a rainy day?
:: sleep...ngehe
Is this the first time you've been in love?
:: yurp..eh
Did someone just make you upset? who?
:: yaa....vey upset!!How are you feeling?
:: penat la...
What's the best achievement you have ever got?
:: 10a's in spm..hahah
Do you believe the person who rejected you will love you someday?
:: hm may b, but il not except for da 2nd time
Do you ever receive a gift from an unknown person who is in love with you?
:: nop..mpi je la..haha
What picture is your computer background?
::da pc is not mine..
What were you doing before this
:: lpas gram kt blog
What color is your room?
:: maro0n + pink..
What do you want right now?
:: nk tdo n mkan
Does your parents know that you're in love with someone?
::yer..kantoi kot..haha
How huge is your house?
:: tak pnah uko plak
Name one song which makes you so touched or cries?
:: ruang rindu
What is the thing you can't live without?
:: my family
What is the most special birthday present you ever had?
:: baju tdo pooh..hehe
Do you want to tell him that you like him?
:: him? who?
What something special you want to happen in your life?
:: dean list...but its hard
What is the last thing you spent money on?
:: bli choc puff kt bakery
What would you do if your last ex called and wanted you back?
:: huh~
If you were given a love potion,who would be the person to drink it?:: xnk r..xpepsl mati jew..hahha

quotes for me...la tahzan..

To my dearest friend...

pnjht...

Do not save your loving speeches for your friends till they are dead. Do not write them on their tombstones, speak them rather now instead.

A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out. Friendship is one mind in two bodies.

no bukit expo, no bwh payung, no tepi tasek, no finding herbs+leaves...

let the past be the past..

*da cukup pasrah ni...

try to be positive..

wanna shout!!!

can i said...*shout may be
i hate him so much!!!!!

Till the moon kisses the sky =)

tadi an...bes...kitorg wat experimen buat muffin and dried potato+banana...
makan kek dgn sgt bahagia..
tp no flavor+color added....so butter semate...
p orait r
kyg kot aku
x p lunch ot...
da kyg
prot pon da kcik...da kurus kot...hahahaha prasan..

HE say sory to me.. but tah..
xrase pape kot..cz i hve recover by my own effort and help from Allah..
i give him da muffin, 2 muffin yg cute...hehe
cz i have promissed to give it before..
but when i met him, i dun feel to speak and stay along or have a chatted with him...
cz...tah aku cam xde mood je...de da wat aku camtu..
ke aku yg wat de camtu...
aku tatau aku yg salah ke atau die yg salah...
if wana be like before..
boleh tapi take time la kot...
He mintk maaf, aku dah maafkan dah...
yes i try to force my heart to let him go...
i try my fingers not to type msg to him frequently..
i try my mind not to owez remember him...
i try my leg+step not to meet him..
i try my eyes not to find+searching for him...
i try VERY hard...
yer mcm trok....tp tu la...
heh hello kami bukan kapel ok...
tapi kalau bes fren buat cmtu...sape tak terase weh!!!!!(nada geram!)
bukan aku benci die
tapi nnti aku rase sakit...
down...like system of down...komputer yg tercabut teburai sume...hahha
biarlah aku...
kwn bese je...
if die xnk ngaku yg die penah kwn dgn aku
been my mest buddy..
tpt aku nk wat jht...
takpe...aku xksah pon...
manusia...mcm2 ada kan...<-adegan pcik astro...hehe let him go...my heart said...

he byk asimen ni
bepoya-poya dulu...hahha baru wat...lpak kt cc i till 3..
ngehe free kot..
nk smpy mlm pon xde org halang..
p tdo sni r till isnin...hahahah

dala..aku xcdeyh da psal hal tu...aku da ok
hr tu aku tensen *on dat day actually...
mmg pale aku pns..cm nk demam...xleh tdo even its raining
gerak g mines bsame oyen n jojet..
nek keter jojet..
aku perabes duit sikit...*sikit la sgt..hahah
bukak pose kat kenny *20 lbih kot abes..
patu bejalan-jalan..
bli phne acik...
earpiece yg cute...*bli 3..star, apple, flower...hehe t aku tnjuk..cute4!!
h lg satu aku jumpe due pupu*yekot...haha pupupu erk??
hidayah...anak wak johar..adeh sgt la tinggi
wat part time kt mcd...hehe
segan guk nktego
pa ku tego je r
wat muke xmalu..heheh
nk tulis g p t r...byk kje weh...hehe

ANDAI INI YANG TERAKHIR..

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu siangnya engkau sibuk berzikir
tentu engkau tak akan jemu melagukan syair rindu
mendayu..merayu...kepada-NYA Tuhan yang satu
andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu sholatmu kau kerjakan di awal waktu
sholat yang dikerjakan...sungguh khusyuk lagi tawadhu'
tubuh dan qalbu...bersatu memperhamba diri
menghadap Rabbul Jalil... menangisi kecurangan janji
"innasolati wanusuki wamahyaya wamamati lillahirabbil 'alamin"
[sesungguhnya solatku, ibadahku, hidupku, dan matiku...
kuserahkan hanya kepada Allah Tuhan seru sekalian alam]

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tidak akan kau sia siakan walau sesaat yang berlalu
setiap masa tak akan dibiarkan begitu saja
di setiap kesempatan juga masa yang terluang
alunan Al-Quran bakal kau dendang...bakal kau syairkan

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu malammu engkau sibukkan dengan
bertarawih...berqiamullail...bertahajjud...
mengadu...merintih...meminta belas kasih
"sesungguhnya aku tidak layak untuk ke syurga-MU
tapi...aku juga tidak sanggup untuk ke neraka-MU"

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu dirimu tak akan melupakan mereka yang tersayang
mari kita meriahkan Ramadhan
kita buru...kita cari...suatu malam idaman
yang lebih baik dari seribu bulan

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu engkau bakal menyediakan batin dan zahir
mempersiap diri...rohani dan jasmani
menanti-nanti jemputan Izrail
di kiri dan kanan ...lorong-lorong redha Ar-Rahman

Duhai Ilahi....
andai ini Ramadhan terakhir buat kami
jadikanlah ia Ramadhan paling berarti...paling berseri...
menerangi kegelapan hati kami
menyeru ke jalan menuju ridho serta kasih sayangMu Ya Ilahi
semoga bakal mewarnai kehidupan kami di sana nanti

Namun teman...
tak akan ada manusia yang bakal mengetahui
apakah Ramadhan ini merupakan yang terakhir kali bagi dirinya
yang mampu bagi seorang hamba itu hanyalah
berusaha...bersedia...meminta belas-NYA

hari ini...

aku puasa untuk hari yang ketiga...dah biasa pose takde la rase penatkan...

prob dgn ady...tah biala...aku mls nk tau pasal die dah...biarkan ia berlalu..mcm ombak menghempas pantai...pasir berlalu pergi...ish apa aku merepek ni...hahha

and now i try to make myself happy...with lots of assignment...enjoy to do it..heheh

aku xsaba menunggu hari sabtu untuk aku menghiburkan hati yang lara ni...

sesak, sebak, sakit...sumer adela...

sabtu yang ditunggu-tunggu

untuk aku jumpe member-member aku..

konvoi raya bersama-sama..hehe

sangat la seronok tak terkata

ish pehal lak ayat aku mcm monyet dapat bunge ni...adeh

byk dowh tak setel lagi..

tak larat pk kot...

yuran sem ni...hahaha tak bayar lagi..padan muke

dok tangguh-tangguh..

subjek tak key in lagi...

semoga Allah permudahkan urusan ku...

duit buku pc fair...duit pc fair...

aaargh prob besar...selagi tak setel idop ku kucar kacir tunggang langgang di langgar garuda

problem dengan best friend...

tetbe jew..aku xphm knape die wat cam tu kat aku

aku yg pelik atau die yg berperangai pelik...

so i have decide

i dun wanna contact him anymore...

let him go...

try to forget him...

huuhhu ayat pasrah..

tapi die ni la yang buat aku sakit pale, taleh tdo, mimpi mrepek-repek...

and HE always said dat..why do i care about him????

and now..yeah i dun wana know anything about him!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lantak la die nk wat pe yg die suke cz im not important and tah...biala...

p/s: dun ask anything bout diz cz no one can understand...bla..bla...

hari tu beraya sangatla sakan sampai malam..dan aku sangat la enjoy...

g knduri k.mahfudzah, raye umah nadz, jenguk umah muhsin, bersantap kt umah epul and jenguk umah kawan lame...umah nik..ku pulang malam...bersama sipot ku yg tercinta...syg sipot sgt!!!

sabtu ni nk berjlan lagi...heheh nk ikot?? jom3...takde hal..=)

selamat berpose 6 yer....jgn luper...besar pahala yg Allah janjikan taw!!!

seperti berpuasa selma setahun...

gurlz...jgn luper byr utang...nnti nk pose lagi xsempat pelak...jgn tangguh-tangguh...t malas da nk wat..

all visitors doakan aku supaya ALLAH kuatkan semangat aku tuk truskan idop n trus berada dalam siratalmustaqim...semoga kalian berada dalam rahmah ALLAH..

AMIIIIN...

p/s: wanna wish happy birthday to hanamichi 1st october, fufu 5th october and paan 6th october..May Allah bless you all...

raya experience..

selamat hari raya...

kepada saudara serta saudari..

setahun hanya sekali..

merayakan hari yang mulia ini...

lalalla...~

ouh raya yg sgt la BESH!!!
even pada awalnye aku sungguh la takde mood nk beraya...
tp mlm raya sgt la meriah...
rumah ku sangat la penuh dengan kezen and aunty and uncle yg datang berduyun-duyun sampaila pukul 1130...
kami semua masak sangat banyak lah lauk pauk yg sgt sedap dan delicious till licking the fingers...hahahah
antaranya...jeng jeng jeng
kari daging, ketupat nasi, ketupat pulut palas, serunding ayam, ayam masak merah, biskut sarang semut dan byk lagi la...gaye cm anak ramai jer...he..

dan hari seterusnye....sambung lain kali la yer...