hari-hari terakhir di k6

post yg agak pilu dan menyayat hati..

tengok pada tajuk an..

las nite...aku blaja dengan ana

lepak bilik ana...

mkan dgn ana

tdo dengan ana..

kjot ana subuh

borak sampai pagi..

aku dan ana...

kami baru je baik sejak masuk sem 4 ni

sebab bilik die sebelah kiri depan bilik aku

tempat aku selalu terkandas kalau nk pegi toilet

stesen aku meluahkan perasaan

tempat aku menanges..

suhana agil...

die..

sgt la baik...

slalau masak..

aku sllau paw pe die masak..**bad la madhu

dan panggil aku ''madhu bala!!!!''

kami selalu share prob sesame...

rhsie aku sume kat die..heheh

dr la yg kecik smpy mslh besar...

tapi next sem...

xde lagi aku nk lepak bilik die

tgk movie same-same

nanges same-same..

main game same-same

masak same-same...

mkan+tdo+bork...

xde dah same-same

sbb aku bakal bergelar x-k6

aku akan duduk kolej 16...

pani takde la aku lepak bilik ati..gosip+cerite+bork

pani takde la aku lepak bilik hana...kacau hana+tumpang bilik hana

pani xde dah aku lepak bilik biha..buat asignment+stadi+makan

pani xde la aku lepak bilik reez....copet asam rumate die..

pani xde la aku lepak bilik saf...masak+bork+kutuk MTM hehe

pani xde la aku lepak bilik dayah...mcm besew bork-borak dan melepak

pani xde da aku lepak bilik ana sulaiman....cilok food die+bork dgn die+mnje2

pani xde la aku lepak bilik pnat..on9

pani xde da aku lepak bilik paah...cilok nescafe die yg besh...

pani xde la aku lepak bilik amy....

pani xde la aku lepak bilik zaf...

pani xde la aku lepak bilik huda...korek tambah stok..

huhuhu sedeyh senanye...tpi ini yg bakal berlaku..

xde dah sume

aku sedeyh npe xleh nk pegi picnic..

derg mst sedeyh gak

sbb aku msuk dgn derg sume

aku leh get along dgn derg

aku sedeyh....

tp yg pasti aku xnk wat rayuan...heh =)

selamat tinggal kekwn..

kite akan sllu jumpe kat fakulti....

tapi aku tau tpt belaja n tpt berteduh tak same suasana dan ikatannye...

tp ku pasti akan merapat kan jurang itu..

merdeka...delema..gosh~

akhirnye..hari ni habes gak paper final aku..setelah 2 mnggu berhempas pulas bagai nk rak

hrni berakhir jugak akhirnye...

paper yg terakhir adalah food hygiene and sanitation

satu-satunye subjek sem ni yang aku rase boleh la nk goreng **goreng berilmiah la...

sbb most of the issues in this subject is common sense

personel hygiene,GMP, detergent bla bla bla...

and paper ni..korg goreng pon marks die agak tnggi and agak senang nk score compare with other 'killer' subject..

so aku bajet dis subjek i can get A- paling koman...**heh cary marks agak tinggi...

gosh~ bnde yang aku ngah dilema adalah...

tomorrow aku ada 2 prog...

satu usrah and another one with my cosmate...

firstly i thought i can manage myself to join both of the prog..

but then this morning...i keep thinking about this

i should choose one..adeh

padahal boleh jew nk pegi dedue..ok2 cani

actually dis weekend aku ada mukhayyam dekat sg congkak

usrah gabungan for 'freshy follower'

and me with other akhawat yg kene handle bnde ni...

n i supposed to go bcz we have organized this things da lame dah...

and it will start on saturday morning until sunday afternoon...

n my activity with my cosmate also will be held in sg congkak

and we will having picnic...and i also beacome one of the person yg incharged bnde ni..

aku kne masak and aku one of my idea jugak nk wat bnde ni...

this is our first prog we organised it together...

actually nk rapatkan hubungan with each other and despite release tension after the final exam

huwa dala aku salah sorg kepala yg rncang bende ni...

so mesti la aku rase nk pegi...

n i thought, somebody can take me cz our picnic is just only at that area and not far from the mukhayyam place...

tapi mmg sgt menyusahkan org n i have ask k.ein bout dis...

and she ask me to go mukhayyam dr awal..

huwaa....wanna cry actually cz i can go both!!!!!!!

in heart **if i have a car...dush~

boleh je nk pegi de2 tapi sgt menyusahkan org lain cz we are not familiar with the place so it will be hard for the to find me and the jungle...

nape aku nk sgt pegi picnic tuh??

cz it is the last time for me to have fun with them as a K6 members

bcz next sem im no longer K6 mmber...

ok at last...i told mira...

i hv a prog tomorrow..

important prog that makes me cant join them..

aku tau derg mesti sedeyh..

bukanla nk ckp aku ni important kat derg

tpi tula kitorg nye bond yg kuat

walaupun nmpk je xrpt..

tp kami sgt la bleh get along dgn sesape jew..

weh sedeyh weh...

so aku akan pegi mukhayyam without going to picnic..wuwuwu~

...sempurna

sakit kepala...pening kepala....demam...sakit badanla..
ni la penyakit musim-musim final...
kalau test boleh la nk stadi baring ke..tergolek ke..
p final nye pasal duduk kat meja jela..
library pon aku melwat hari-hari....heh
tp smlm aku rase plg worse kot...
aku xde mood nk stadi **stadi ku mmg ikut mood even dipkse xkn masuk =p
dan paper hr ni sgt bad
kamu semua tau x..
pagi exam semntara nk tunggu masuk dewan...
aku dok sblh hana...smbl dgr zafu n fufu sakan mengahafal
''hana..note pe ni??''
''ni mesti madhu tak tau kan??ktorg pon br tau mlm td''
adeh skali kamu semua tau x...
pe yg da dlm note tu la masuk 2 soalan dengan marks yg byk..
aku rase nk nages dah jwb soalan tu...
dgn note yg Dr. aja ada satu set tu
die siap ckp xmsuk final ni
skali masuk..
Ya Allah.....cane la nk jwb...aku mmg tmbak gune bom atom je r..
guna m16 pon xgune gak...aduai..aku sgt sedeyh~

n smlm beday puden...wish him Happy birthday yg ke 21st...
haha tue sebulan sudah...
hope he will success in his bussiness...lala~
doa jew tok die...

kemarin...frust jwb exam...frust jugak r..**muka ilek hahah
aku beli lasagne **kempunan spagheti senanye..
lahap tu habes...beli nasi goreng lara **alias nye port mmg sediakan nasi pepelik n sedap =)
n yeah both habes.....im so hungry on dat day lala~

tomorrow wanna make small 'makan-makan' before dis sem end
aku nk kuar....hehe
**sayu sena nk kua..p aku tekad jugak nk kua..
3papers to go...mlm ni nk relax dulu..
penat sgt la...blaja cm pe tah..hahaha
xpenah aku cani...sgt gigih..siriyes~

k r..nk mandi
dr balik xm td xmndi g...heheh

anak patung=boneka??

aku suke posting ni...awang tulis

menjadi anak patung dan boneka...ouh ku tak mahu!!!!!

**wut i feel..i dun wanna someone forcing me to do somting..eg:pengarah *****

willinng to do is better that you r being force to do...

cz u'll be happy to do dat job... o_k

long journey...yeke??

dah lame aku xmembazer waktu tuk on9..**membazerkah??haha..

long journey??mmg pon...setiap ceruk KL aku dah jelajah dlm mase 2 hr**area setapak n mid jew pon..hahah

2hr yg lalu..**jumaat dan sabtu..

bagi mereleasekan tensen otak aku n sblm start paper

aku dah merayap ke mid..jj wangsa maju...uptown danau kota...mines...**'ter'overnite plak..he

buat pe??berjalan..release tensen..kua jap dr kepompong blaja n kolej...**da lme ot aku xkua..

charge energy untuk stadi final ni...

hasilnye..aku sgt bersemangat untuk stadi..

lepak kat library dr suasana di luar cerah,kelam dan akhirnye bertukar gelap **8jam kot kat libry..hehe

dan aku sgt bersemangat belajar....**mcm nk tdo jew kt libry tuh senanye kalau la boleh...

tapi apakan day..pukul 10 mata aku xlarat nk bukak...tulang belakang aku dah sengal-sengal...

bergegas la untuk pulang..merehat kan badan dan otak yang dah penat bekerje seharian..

ha yg aku nk kabau adalah..journey aku yg pjg hr tu...byk beri pengajaran kpd aku..menginsafkan aku..dan satu kepuasan walaupun gile kentang la penat...

kenape menginsafkan???senario yang aku akan hanya anggap ia nya mimpi...**mcm nightmare x_o

pengajaran??aku xnk citer kpd semua...rahsie yg aku pegang tp aku doakan mereka yg terlibat diberi hidayah dan Ya Allah jauhkanlah aku dr jd mcm tu...

mcm pe???hee adalah...hanya aku yg tahu..

puas??yer sgt puas..berjalan..tgk gelagat manusia...tgk binatang **pet's wonderland..bulan bintang...accident agak tragis **12am...bermain **bowling n racing car...makan **domino's, nan garlic, maggi sup...new accessories**new watch..tataw riwayat hidup die smpy bile..stock baru..dan mcm-mcm...tapi sgt puas la keluar...**disamping meredah ujan..hehe

hari ni lepas satu paper..aku agak pulun membace dan menelaah untuk paper ni..**carry marks sikit...tapi kepuasan mnjawab sbb aku sgt berusah..so pape pon tawakkal 'alallah...

lusa another paper....dan yer sabtu..sabtu petang merancang ke book fair insyAllah..tgk keadaan..hehe

...10 sbb nape aku rase nk kua kolej

1. penat la..asek ade aktiviti jew sampai mase untuk std..utk diri sendiri pon ko xdadan sgtla cm gile keje merit and berbakti untuk kole tapi hasil nama anda ada kat ''senarai nama pelajar yang dibenarkan buat rayuan''....ouh man!! wut the hell!!!! xkose aku nk pegi merayu...baik la ko blah..dapat hirup udara baru kan...he btol x?? upin-ipin:btol bto btol...

2. tuka environment la beb....2 taun da ko dok tmpt same tuka angin sket la....br a r leh challenge urself...he mencabar sket..hahah kan-kan..

3.Aku nk pergi berbakti untuk fakulti plak..n dlm otak aku byk la rncg nk wat trip..jeng-jeng tunggu dan lihat ok =)

4. pasni leh r pk nk struggle...join aktiviti yg ko rase besh without forcing by anyone...sukati je nk suh aku jd pengarah ke pe ke..ckup-ckup la tu... In addition..pres dulu mana la suke aku....so msti die dh blacklist name aku...dan lagi satu..aku tatau plak aktiviti or jwtn or wuteva yg kne tulis dlm buku merit tu including sem 1 punye..aku tulis em 2 je..hhahah dah xde rezki..xpela kan..heh

5. serumpun x selamat??safety kurg??kemudahan xbes??bilik kecik??almari xckop besa??xselese??haila...sampai bile nk idop mewah jew..threat urself to live in sederhana...aku tgk dak-dak ni hepi jew dok serumpun..elok jew..xde plak yg apply kua kan..siap sgt gumbira lagi bile nk balik kolej..hehe

6.bleh la aku pulg umah selalu...without pk weh da prog la weekend ni...alaa xleh balik laa..hahha i ll free from that reason...

7.malas da ot pk nk threat junior ke pe ke..jd co-o ni la pe la..junior xwat keje la..kene wat ni la tu la..jamuan ni la dinner pe la jadah sumer..mls pk dah~

8. saje je nk pindah serumpun..leh lepak dgn pka n ady slalu..hahaha rite???? =p

9.yg pasti aku nk pulun stadi la...leh g lepak libry hr-hr..lalal~ sewonok...

10.last sekali..mmg aku dah rncg lame nk kua kolej..xlrt stay la pela...dr awal sem ni aku dah survey bilik n mmbr yg k join aku...hehe so aku da nekad..aku akan kua jugak walau cane pon!! hehe.. jgnla nk merayu pape g dgn aku..xkeysah...sory r sumer...aku dah majok guk r dengan k6...tnkiu k6 bg aku menumpang selama 2 tahun...heh =)

aku nekad~

semalam..aku dAH discuss dengan oyen aka mira untuk merantau**haha cm jauh je

merantau ke serumpun..

dan kami dah nekad nk keluar dri k6

eventhough rmy yg pujuk suruh buat rayuan

but oh..ill never nk buat rayuan!!!!

xkan ok!! muktamad..

dan pagi td aku dgn mira dah hantar borg kuar kolej kat ayahanda

so esok pagi aku dgn mira akan berurusan kat kolej blkg nk mntk bilik

so aku,mira, ayu, wani

kami akan sebilik!!!!

yeeehuuu!!

xsaba n very excited nk kua kolej...

kepada mmbr2 aku yg still kt k6

berbakti la korg kepada kolej terchenta..hehe

dan pas kitorg decide cm tu..

rmy plak yg sedeyh...yg xbg kua..

nk join kua jugak...

p bg aku rezeki korg kt k6

stay jela kt k6...

kolej syg korg lg tuh..heheuhu..

pasni bleh jew nk jmpe

kt fakulti still leh jumpe

nk lepak hang out same-same

xde hal jew...

hehe dun so sad my dear fwen...

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next story...

how do u feel when ur lover wrote on 'die punye' diary like this...

''we were so diff, honestly i should've seen ths sooner, 'die' frm ****** n i'm frm here. i am kinda good english n 'die' not! 'Die' was never my type anyway, n when 'die'was so gung-ho (qeel...translate..korean language aku tataw) about me, i was still in love with ******* and kinda infatuated with his own rumate that should have been my first sign not to accept 'die'!!! still!!!everyone makes mistakes....''

Wut do u will fell??u wanna break with ur lover or u will still go on with ur relationship eventhough he/she actually not really love u and cheating with u???wut u gonna do...anyone having good idea just comment below... **wanna help my fren...im so sad on 'die'...mgse keadaan...hm...

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i cant sleep well las nite cz i dun know why..

cz to much things in my head

n i keep thinking..

but alhamdulillah..

ive done my qiam **my ambition...making it as my habit..twice a month =)

keep thinking n i dun realize when i suddenly sleep

when my alarm ring at 550am

im awake n i cant sleep anymore afterthat **even afta subh..amazing

im so sleepy but i cnt sleep **my eyes like panda right now 0_o

so i just wake up at 7am and take bath...preapare all the things including bfast

**today xlalu makan...

n u know wut..im nvr being the earliest person arrived at 8am class

n today this is the first record!!!

hehehe n im sleep during dr. ros lec **half hour kot...sgt x thn..

n till now...im not sleep yet..n my head so tingtong **dush~

wee...btol3...aku sgt la setia =p

Loyalist
Loyalists have sense of responsibility, they are trustworthy and they stick to a loyal position towards family, friends and groups. Their personality varies from reservated and shy to open and confronting. Traditions are important to them and they like to work with other people. RELATIONSHIPS: Emotions are difficult for you because you want to have control over a situation. You show your love by helping and working together. You don't take much initiative and you let your lover lead. Even when you're in love or committed, you keep hesitating about your relationship. FIXATION: cowardice VICE: fear VIRTUE: courage PROFESSIONS: lawyer, judge, detective, police, soldier, ...

kenangan di labis

Kenangan yg aku rindu~

aku rindu mak angkat aku...mskn die yg leh wat aku gemok!!!

hahaha....aku igt lagi..balik dr prog..ibu bakar ikan jaket...masak lemak pe tah

aku xigt...

tapi aku tmbh 4x kot nasi

3 hari aku kat sane berat aku naik 3 kg...hahha

gile kan...tpi aku suke dok sane...besh~

sejuk, nyaman...

hari las aku kat situ..aku g ronda satu kampung dgn qila and tikah...

kitorg mkn eskem...aku blnje derg...

g sungai..tpi xsmpat cecah sungai la...pusing je satu kampung..

tbe-tbe..

''penjahat!!!!''

ceyhs sape sore sumbang panggil aku tuh...ceyhs~

dan aku ronda naik basikal...

basikal adik agkt aku...afiq..sampai je rumah aku pnjm basikal afiq g umah k.ema...

haha xmalu btol

igt lagi

nk pegi kedai...mase tu ujan...nk cr fail tuk budak-budak ni

aku redah ujan dengan k.ya.

k.ya pegang payung aku bwk basikal..

lasly kitorg basah lencun

kedai xjmpe..brg pon xdpt..hahahha

grup baksis paling bes n havoc

sampai sekrg kitorg still rapat lagi...

hehe sy rndu ibu...

lme xkol ibu...

adik-adik sume tnye

''bile k.hani nk dtg cni''

aku bkan xnk dtg...mase kot yg xizinkan...

hm...tiap malam...

aku aja qila dgn tika math

sebelum derg tdo...bork dengan derg...korek secret

even kitorg br bape hr je dok situ..

hahha ibu pon threat aku cm anak-anak die..

aku ni nakal plak....dan saye sgt la rndu...

da youngest..aku xlupe fika..

besday die hr tu..aku sempat wish..

derg kalo free mst msg aku

dok tnye aku wat pe..

qila hr tu pmr..aku aja die math sket

die dpt 6a2b..bngge aku

amek sns stream...hehe

syahdu je dengar n igt lagu tu balik...

KENANGAN DI LABIS

cilok..lala besh~

ngeee i found this...n agak interesting...
besh kot..
wee nk try~

Pick the month you were born:
January-------I kicked
February------I loved
March--------I karate chopped
April----------I licked
May----------I jumped on
June----------I smelled
July-----------I did the Macarena With
August--------I had lunch with
September----I danced with
October-------I sang to
November-----I yelled at
December-----I ran over

Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1-------a birdbath
2-------a monster
3-------a phone
4-------a fork
5-------a snowman
6-------a gangster
7-------my mobile phone
8-------my dog
9-------my best friends' boyfriend
10-------my neighbour
11-------my science teacher
12-------a banana
13-------a fireman
14-------a stuffed animal
15-------a goat
16-------a pickle
17-------your mom
18-------a spoon
19------ - a smurf
20-------a baseball bat
21-------a ninja
22-------Chuck Norris
23-------a noodle
24-------a squirrel
25-------a football player
26-------my sister
27-------my brother
28-------an iPod
29-------a surfer
30-------a homeless guy
31-------a llama

What is the last number of the year you were born:
1--------- In my car
2 --------- On your car
3 ----------- In a hole
4 ----------- Under your bed
5 ----------- Riding a Motorcycle
6 --------- sliding down a hill
7 --------- in an elevator
8---------- at the dinner table
9 -------- In line at the bank
0 -------- in your bathroom

Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:
White---------because I'm cool like that
Black---------because that's how I roll.
Pink-----------because I'm NOT crazy.
Red-----------because the voices told me to.
Blue-----------because I'm sexy and I do what I want
Green---------because I think I need some serious help.
Purple---------because I'm AWESOME!
Gray----------because Big Bird said to and he's my leader.
Yellow--------because someone offered me 1,000,000 dollars
Orange--------because my family thinks I'm stupid anyway.
Brown---------because I can.
Other----------because I'm a Ninja!
None----------because I can't control myself

hasilnye....heheh~
I jumped on Chuck Norris at the dinner table because I'm a Ninja!
hahhahah..ada rupe ninja ke???comel jew bnde ni..suke plak..hahah
dinner plak tuh...wacha!!!

nk tag -yurt-acik-yah-muni-

penting ke stay kolej?????

tgh syok-syok ngadap tenet ni..tbe2 tututut

oyen: madhu...kite kne wat surat rayuan tuk stay kolej la...rumate aku btau tadi..

aku: ouh yke..dah kua ke??hm ni wat aku tambah besemangat nk kua ni..

oyen:aku pon same...he ko kt bilik ke?

aku: takla...bile kua??

oyen:tah..rumate aku ckp 18 gurlz 18 boyz

aku: ouh eh...hm mls la nk wat rayuan pemende jadah sume...cm tak berbaloi je ko bejasa kt kolej cam haram tbe ko xdpt stay...ni nk rayu-rayu plak..da r kne wat surat rayuan la..surat sokongan MTM la...

oyen: tau xpe..aku pon dah takde mood da nk stay...nyampah da ot..

aku:agak la...aku dah mls nk stay r kot..deh~hm nnti kite decide cane k??

huhu penting sgt ke stay kolej??kalo ko dah berjasa mcm nk rak ko still kne rayu..bek a ko blah twos an dari ko stay patu next year kne berusaha "buat-buat" mcm syg kolej...pegi jalan r...aku mmg da lame nk merancang utk kne kick...aku dah penat nk stay kt k6..penat mnjadi warga k6...mmg la byk bnde ko blaja..tp cm bnde same je wat...buhsan kot...n siap force untuk jd sometin...mls r weh...

aku igt lagi cane aku gile jd pengarah prog..ouh tidak aku xnk dah...cukupla sekali...aku kat sini untuk blaja bukan untuk bekerja...len la ko full time keje lantak la ko kene pressure cne pon..yela name pon blaja..ko dpt pe??duit??phala sudah..itu pon kalo niat itu ikhlas kerana Allah..p da sampai tahap sakit ati mau ke dpt phla..wallahuallam..hm...tah la bengang ada guk..p mls r pk..aku nk kua kolej je skg...tgl 3 sem je pon aku dok UPM...sket je lg..

aku tgk mmbr2 aku yg kene kick sumer bhgie je dok serumpun...nk pindah aku on jew..da de geng kot...fat ada..die dah offer dah dok sane...heh pape pon..aku nk dscuss lu with my mom...**mak, kalo rajen tulis comment pasal bnde ni...tau2..bukan kt chat box tu..kat bwh posting ni..heh

....kau datang dan pergi oh begitu saja

hr ni aku bangun awal dari 3hr sebelum ni

**mmg qadak tido habes la heh

las week sgt penat...mcm-mcm nk buat

dan almost 80% dah setel...so bleh rilex sket la

• presentation food sanitation
• assignment sensory
• thesis food analysis and presentation
• presentation food component
• mark up test unit operation

cume yg tak setel lagi yelah assignment sensory..yihu~

hari ni aku leh breath deeply cz my besfren prob dah setel...n yeah kalo die ada prob yg mybbkn die sakit, i owso can bcm sick..**ill keep thinking da prob too =p

akhirnye....PKR dan PAS terus mempertahankan bukit selambau dan bukit gantang...kalau stakat Batang Ai je...bg aku la an xde mnde sgt pon..org pedalaman mmg agak 'totok' (pekat la=bhs jawa) pegangan derg..so agak sukar nk ubah mind set derg ni...papepon even che det turun padang utk berkempen, still mentaliti rakyat tetap nk tukar pemimpin dan ingin kan sistem demokrasi yg telus...hidup rakyat!!!

apakah rncgn najib apabila:

• membebaskan tahanan ISA
• membenarkan penerbitan semula harakah dan sura keadilan
• merancang untuk mengkaji semula ISA

kita tunggu dan lihat..lala~

gempa bumi di Itali yg mengorbankan ramai manusia....sedarkah anda kiamat sudah dekat..

**haila kat malaysia pon kekdg certain tmpt da earthquake kecil..

dan posting ini...wee aku sgt la rndu my ummi..

cemane tah die dpt aku found aku nye blog ni kan..da byk merepek jugak dlm ni...

and pnoh die nye entry kt chat box...

kekedg aku senyum sendiri...**tersengeh ada jugak..

**mak...along jrg makan la sekarang..tak lalu makan..hehu rndu mskn mak ot...hee~

xde la loaded pon cume jrg nk blnje jew...hr tu sbb bli notes la buku la...byr yuran nila yuran tula...sbb tu cepat sgt kopak..he

-----i misssssssss my mom-----------

dush~

huhu...sebok..terkejar-kejar...

jgnla ujan ptg ni..baju aku sidai kt lua plak..

wish my besfren...

encik hardianshah...jgn la sakit lagi n pening pale n cm damn~

aku tak terkate..smlm sgt la cm damn~

sakit kepala...prob org pon masuk pale aku..

p besfren nye sal xpela an...

koko yg dh berlalu

sgt la besh~

dan pengalaman main cak lempong yg mmg aku xdpt lupe

huu xdan tulis byk-byk..aku kne kejar bus pegi anjung

tata!