pujangga kebosanan

tajuk cam haper jek...asek tauk cenggitu je kn...haha tapi mmg time buhsan je baru idea mncurah-curah nk tulis..kalo bz tu mmg xsempat r nak tulis...hr ni yelah hari tido...bgn kol 1030 bce novel,mndi, makan, tgk tv, lepak2, tdo....adeh!!twok tol..anak spe tah..heh.buhsan plak..xpela..dalame aku x memnjakan diri dgn tdo ygbebyk cm tu...ahhahaha..tomorow nk g book fair with my dearest angah...so sespe nk ikot...jomla...hehe kitorg g bedue je..
lately my father slalu pantau my money...ya im not get any scholar or pnjmn cz im not applied for it..end of this semester i'll try to apply it cz it very important may be...xleh r shoping sgt...not waste money but some time i want to buy something but i dont hv enough money..to pay for some prog or activities...but ive tried to reduce my spending...and make budget for myself...learn to be berjimat..and spend for things dat needed.... =)
hmm...yesterday my mom back from camping with her students...she told us that she saw ghost at dat camp!!!actually bkn aku xpecaye..pecaye...tp yela xpnah nmpk but xnk pon npk...hehe..bkn penakut but its better i cant see them...ok back to the story...my mom nmpk asap belegar-legar atas bumbung dwn..pusing situ buat saie 2-3 kali patu pgi kt pokok patah balik wat saie kt ats bumbung...so she start to scared bcz she know its true...pontianak...then she ask the one who lead dis camp,sarjan, and he said yeah its true..immediately, the dewan black out..only dat place..then sarjan said..ha tu die nk tunjuk yer mmag aku da kat sini la...huhuh quite scared rite?p it did not disturbed us it want to play with us..so dont need to disturbed it...Allah will protect us..tp seram jugak dgr..hahhaha
need to study after dis..dis sunday ill start my first paper...n hopefully i can get A bcz carry make not so bad...and hope so ill increased my pointer better than 1st sem...pray for my success yeah...

tinta di kala sepi

bosanlaa....aku pulang kejap sebelum start test..test aku stat 13hb so lmbt g an..so aku balik umah kejap utk release tension and rindu pada rumah dan seisinye..da lama tak pulang membuat kan rindu yg teramat sangat...

exam shedule ku

• 13 hb physical cemistry


• 17 hb oralinteraction skills


• 19hb microb and management


• 23hb food engine last paper

hm...patu bermulalah cuti selama 2 month...rancangan aku nk cari duit..aktiviti yg x confirm lag jd fasi and volunteer utk sikan paralimpik...heh kne cr source of money lagi so i will not waste my time...duduk rumah je pun busan so it better if i do something that can give me benefit..

end of may, rncg nk g umah tera spend time with my frenz..but dunt get permission from my parents..so tgk la cane..lg pon need to use money..dun wana waste money too much bcz next sem need a lot of money to survive in campus..

actualy iv just arrived from campus dis afternoon around 4pm..it was raining and alhamdulillah God makes my life run easy..bus cpt dpt, hujan x lebat sgt,so i arrived eraly that what i thought..however im very tired bcz before im going back i walked from fac to fac sent my lab report..da last report 4 dis sem...tired+exausted+hungry..igt nk p mkn dgn ady tp de bz lak..so i just eat alone and waiting for bus komuter.mkn sket..xabes..xslera...but its ok mkn jela kalo x kebulur je sampai rumah nnti...

in bus so many student want to going back home..ya may be they same as me..their paper start late..so they spent their time at home..xdala bosan dok kolej..n dunno wut to do if you spent there without doing anything..nk std pon xde mood lg..evn ya its true need to prepare early..tp xda mood std..useless!!

ala..dah nme student..nk xnk kne blajagak kan?tapi zaman seorg pelajar la paling seronok dalam hidup dan akan di igt spjg hayat..sem2 nk abes da..tahun ke2 bakal menjelma dgn cabarannya tersndiri..xterase nye telah berlalu setahun aku di UPM..kejapnye...nti kejap je aku da grade...pe yang aku da blaja eh setaun?hm byk jugak..yg mematangkan diri aku,knal kwn..hm..byk la..aku dulu dan kini agak berbeza..fizikal+mental...hahaha...

tapi aku tetap aku..xda mcm org lain...

dedicated to...

on 18th march..
hepi bufday to you alwan!!!

so really3 crazy mis her..evn though she dun rmmber me..ya..so long we are not mesagging each other..if i message her she'll say dat sh'e bz...huhu k nvr mind i try to understand..but dnt 4gt me..
huhu i just want she to realize dat dunt 4 get ur fren dear..u get new fren u frget us...huhu xpela..

i just very mish you lor...

and on 22nd march burfday my besh buddy..heeheh pcik pnjht!!


bia pdn mke de..ltk gmbr besa2,bkn de tau pon,,hahahah....hepi bday yg ke 22...
pray 4 ur good healthy, condition..jgn skt..kne ujan..huhu esk nk p PD lak...

take of urself...hehe..

crazy sem!!

last monday ive just key in new subject for 3rd sem...huwaa all the subject very hectic n tough..uish sem ni pon da cm gaban gak nk bwk..next sem tah r..p doakan la eh...sem dpn 20 kredit! mak aih byk tu...lab je 4...huhuh lab repot da r liat gile nk wt..hrm wut eva happen believe dat Allah will owez help their slave in doing good thing..He will help us to get success eventhough sometimes we feel dat it is impossible to us to done it..but by Allah nasr from Allah, He will give success.
Allah owez think us but we owez forget Him...Subhanallah...
ok2 let me list down all the subject..

• Food microbiology
• Analysis of Chemistry
• Processing and packaging food
• General writing skills
• food biochemistry
• Statistic

All of the subject is critical subject..need to struggle more..
last week ive get result for management and i got failed for 2nd test...very2 sad.aku da dpt agak aku dpt trok on dat paper.bcz a day b4 da xm some tragedy happen n make my concentration worse when doing the exam. huhu n ya.. i know i cnt totally blame myself bcz i cnt control my sorrow..huhuh...forget it and just keep it as memory and istinbat in my life...

remind me to someone...

Ruang rindu

by:letto

Di daun yang ikut mengalir lembut

terbawa sungai ke ujung mata

dan aku mulai takut terbawa cinta

menghirup rindu yang sesakkan dada

jalanku hampa dan kusentuh dia

terasa hangat oh didalam hati

kupegang erat dan kuhalangi waktu

tak urung jua kulihatnya pergi

tak pernah kuragu dan slalu kuingat

kerlingan matamu dan sentuhan hangat

ku saat itu takut mencari makna

tumbuhkan rasa yg sesakkan dada

kau datang dan pergi oh begitu saja

smua kutrima apa adanya

mata terpejam dan hati menggumam

di ruang rindu kita bertemu ..

hidup perlu diteruskan

hmm..knape org tulis blog? cz die nk share sumtin rite?so ikut die la kan nk share ape..btol x?

da lame ku tidak menurunkan tinta diriku di papan blog ni..

hidupku akhir-akhir ni..tidaklah kelang kabut n tidak la x tntu arah..tp tah la..byk benda yg berlaku mengajar aku erti hidup dan membuat kan aku lebih matang...kenali manusia dari segala aspek bulat,bujur,tebalik...macam-macam ragam manusia..dan semua ini mnjadi sjrh dlm idop ku..biarlah ia berlalu dan daku aku akn jd kn ia pengajaran plg berguna...ya!mmg sedikit itam tp mereka di pihak yg benar Allah akn bantu...tu yg di janjikanNYA...

adeh...siyes lak..hhaha..p tu la yg tejadi..xperlu aku cerita..bia ianya jd memori idop walaupun pahit..

walau apa pon..tmn yg baik sntiase disisi walaupon kita sedeyh or hepi..n mmg teman plg besh untuk kita truskan idop kite rite?

akhir-akhir ni joging da jd hobi yg plg best...joging kt bkt expo sorg2..seronok..sumbat mp3 joging la...biala org nk ckp pe asl aku bahagia..haha..tp aktiviti inila yg mmbuatkan aku tenang n release tensen...da pnt larii lpk bwh mnje..tau x manje tu pe...pokok!!hahha...bes ngadap kolam,tgk erl lalu,dgr kicauan burung, tgk org len jenjln...tp sumer pkr tersebut x melupakan aku kepada Maha Pencipta yg menciptakan alam ini...Dia yg berkuasa atas alam ni..da abes termenung bace mathurat smpy abes br la pulg..n mmg seronok dan menyamankan...kekdg pnjht tman..hahah my best buddy..ady..so we'll bork2 smbl mkn mknn yg die bwk..

slalu aku g sorg jew...bkn xde kwn nk pegi cuma itu pilihan sndiri..aku rase lbh sng pegi sndiri..n dat is mytime to know about myself..

k la..mmg rase nk citer r psl ady..nk jugak...

hahah besfren br n de mmg sgt bes...fullname hardianshah ismail.umo 22..tue 2 taun aku..sudh berpunye..so xnk pon usik..ktorg just besfren...npe bes kwn dgn de??sbb de JHT!!! suke ngutok n kitorg slalu gdo..plelme bek lak..same grup prog baktisiswa..n lps da kwn dgn de..mmg de sgt besh tok dijadikan kwn..owez remind me to pray early!!n owez cheer me up when in sad... =)

aku x citer pon an pgi baktisiswa hr tu?heh...mls r...da lme sgt..p i'll put some pic later..with my ayah+ibu agkt n my adikz yg besh3!! heheh...rndu mskn ibu....

u know wut...blk johor tu my weight increase 5kg!!!giler tol..p mmg mkn byk giler pon time tu..hahaha da mkn kt surau mkn g kt uma..xleh tahan r..ibu masak sdp..even simple je...

dala...byk lak aku tulis hr ni...tonite ada test..kimia fizikal..aku da x lalu nak bce da sna...topic thermodynamics tu...adeh x phm mnde..tu la time lecture memen je...Dr. tan aja..men kt blkg...ish3 twok tol..hahha...

pnjht ni majok lak..td g mkn dgn de..patu de nk tmn lak g library...dlm library aku stdy de dok dgr akunye mp3...patu aku dgr de nafas kuat sgt...risau tol..cm sakit je....br r aku tau de xleh sejuk sgt...kwn aku ni kurg imune...xleh kne ujan,xleh sjuk sgt..t de dmm...ish risau taw..
sbb de kwn bek...heheh..kalau org len nk plik...bia la...follow my heart saying...hehhe

k r need to stop...besh nye..lme xtulis...heheh

JUst 4 u all

Dedicated to all my fwen...really mish n lurve u!!

For all those times you stood by meFor all the truth that you made me seeFor all the joy you brought to my lifeFor all the wrong that you made rightFor every dream you made come trueFor all the love I found in youI'll be forever thankful babyYou're the one who held me upNever let me fallYou're the one who saw me through through it allYou were my strength when I was weakYou were my voice when I couldn't speakYou were my eyes when I couldn't seeYou saw the best there was in meLifted me up when I couldn't reachYou gave me faith 'coz you believedI'm everything I amBecause you loved meYou gave me wings and made me flyYou touched my hand I could touch the skyI lost my faith, you gave it back to meYou said no star was out of reachYou stood by me and I stood tallI had your love I had it allI'm grateful for each day you gave meMaybe I don't know that muchBut I know this much is trueI was blessed because I was loved by youYou were my strength when I was weakYou were my voice when I couldn't speakYou were my eyes when I couldn't seeYou saw the best there was in meLifted me up when I couldn't reachYou gave me faith 'coz you believedI'm everything I amBecause you loved meYou were always there for meThe tender wind that carried meA light in the dark shining your love into my lifeYou've been my inspirationThrough the lies you were the truthMy world is a better place because of youYou were my strength when I was weakYou were my voice when I couldn't speakYou were my eyes when I couldn't seeYou saw the best there was in meLifted me up when I couldn't reachYou gave me faith 'coz you believedI'm everything I amBecause you loved meI'm everything I amBecause you loved me

sad story

hm 2weeks lately, cdeyh sntiase...everyday crying...byk sgt prob..tensen tol..lps 1, 1 lak dtg...ada je..p tanak r cter kt cni...wt pe..hehe

hm da sbln aku x tulis....cuti 1wek kt umah pon x smpt nk on9 lelme...

pasni lab microb..sonok r wt lab ni..

men de dgn benda xnpk..

so bajet je mmg da kt c2..

hhahaha

hurm..da bli new shoes..stripe..brown color..lawa..hehe n new bags..even xde wit nk gk mmbazer tu..heh..tonite da amek present for result 1st sem.p xdpt g.da klaz...so biala..kalo smpt amek,amek r..xsmpt xpe..back stage pon xpe..ala ckop2 mkn jek..hehe

hm...my new best fren..ady!!!heh..besh2..p kua mkn dgn de msti de je yg blnje...xleh kua dgn de sllalu..pokai r de...p rendh g dr aku but umo tue g..hahah...so xleh pon tackle..we r just best fren..best buddy...ade je bnde nk kutok org...grm tol...he called me PENJAHAT!!!hahaha nmpk sgt aku ni jht...eleh bkn de bek sgt pon..tp sonok r share anytin dgn de...blur2...hehehesory ady kutok lak dlmm ni...naseb r dpt kwn cni..ady prasan!!!haha...

k r nk grk g lab..t aku tulis g kalo rjen...skrg tgh musim mls...lgpon next week 2nd test da..

cm cpt gle...pdhal br je test hr tu...huhuh k r papai..